I wish life was like writing a song.

I hate sometimes how you confront an issue, and you have that time that is like the breath of relief...it's done...it's over.......and then you figure out the next problem you need to conquer. I have found myself asking the past couple of days, "Why? Please, let's just let this relief go on a LIIIIITTLE bit longer..." but I realize that in order to become a good, functional, healthy person I need to embrace the change and constantly try to better myself...
but sometimes it's just so damn hard...

So in the meantime, I'll busy myself with creative projects...creativity is how I get to know myself, because for me, creativity is not a science. It's just there. I concentrate, and I create. When I sit down to write a song, I don't think of what chords would go where they go, I just instinctively put them there, because I hear them in my head. When I put words to music, I don't think about it, I just sing them, because they're from my heart, and my heart doesn't rationalize it's feelings, they're just there.

Creating is so simple...I wish life was like writing a song.